I am Sarah, wife to Aden (Terrence) Shalom. He has been a seeker all his life and at one point was a Christian. I met him when he was a Christian and shared many aspects of this Faith with him. He has grown so much in his relationship with Jesus – I have too I suppose – he was given ‘The Shaloman’ way of life from the Holy Spirit in 2008. It is written down and can be accessed via Yahoo and Squidoo. Aden is an intensely literal and sometimes obsessively detailed man. His only desire is to see people come to the knowledge of Love and Peace. I want this too but am not quite sure I am ready for what Jah will have us do.
My spirit cries out at all the disgusting sin in the world as it is encroaching upon my two sons. I want to scream! I want to voice what is right, holy, and acceptable in the site of Jah. I shrink at the possibility as I am fearful of what others might think. Aden is not so fearful as you will see in his writings.
Things I am afraid of: Homosexuality (as it touches my son), Drugs, Alcohol, Fear, Loneliness, Parenting, Living, Jah, Not being good enough for Aden, War, Death, Sickness, Torture, Greed, Selfishness, Pain, Speaking my mind, Delusion, Submission, Obedience, Faith, Christianity, People, Speaking, Looking people in the eye, Being me
I’m not sure why I’ve decided to make all these things public other than to share to the world and maybe to my son’s what I really think and feel. I am so busy ‘being someone’ I think they need me to be that I bury the me that God created and sometimes I am so confused I don’t even know who she is.
Who am I: Fat, ugly, Christian, Believer in Jesus, listener, angry, terrified, homeless, useless, stubborn, mom, wife, daughter, sister, friend, writer, insane, bipolar, drug taking, depressed, self centered, wannabe, crafter, crocheter, confused, faithful, faithless, hypocrite, judgemental, hopeful, kind, bitter, loving, accepting, nag, lazy, slothful,
